Oh Lord you know my heart better than I do, You know more than I do, so please arrange my affairs in the best way.
I haaaaate being incompetent. I hatehatehate it. Over this weekend and starting tonight I am going to mug the shit out of my notes and learn as many cardio, respi and neuro mnemonics as I can because that is the only thing I can remember at the moment. Failed at setting a plug today, I am very disappoint. So TOOT. I mean, he’s an old man, somewhat delirious, how could I expect him to be still so how can it be his fault?! What am I going to do when I’m on call and this happens?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Waaaaargh must be BETTER. I MUST BE BETTER, BETTER THAN THIS FAIL SUCKFEST OF A DAY!
On the other hand, it’s Friday! YAYYYY